Its been, too long. Anyway I’m back! School’s been really crazy but its already the last 2 weeks before study break and then exams come. Can’t wait for the first summer break seriously, desperately needs a life, a break and a getaway. But first, let’s clear the molehill of work as one comes after another.
Too many things have been happening. Too many to be said. Happy and sad, you name it, I have it.
Anyhow, SOT has been extremely rewarding. Despite the two lessons or maybe even lesser than that in a week, each lesson never fails to take me away. I simply cannot wait for the time I become a full time, as I call myself an adhoc SOT student now haha, joke.
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Some things have been mind boogling, heart’s been heavy at times. Running away? Escaping? Avoiding?
In any manner, heavy work schedule has been a help.
I don’t know, maybe its just too disappointing a fact, too heartbreaking a truth.
Many questions I’ve been asking myself, but I never seem to get an answer though.
Internal struggle – come on, give me a break, tell me what should I be doing.
No – no bitterness, no anger, nothing.
Perhaps this could be dealt with in a better manner.
Maybe all these years could have been outweighted by an incident.
And indeed, it seems that all these amounts to - nothing.
Thank you for teaching me that.
